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Oma, I always thought that once you were a hippie :)

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~bad news My grandma just passed away this morning, I cried all the time and by noon, I decided to stay calm and let it go. She's resting now, she's not sick anymore. She's in peace. So what's left to cry about? Mourn was inevitable. But I guess that's a part of life. Who says life is beautiful? Thank God, it all happened so fast.
~white coffin Just when I walked toward her white coffin, I saw her face and she's smiling. I swear, she's smiling. Goodness!!! So I decided to hold her hand, and it was... so cold. The next thing I knew, tears were bursting down my cheeks. Breathless. My dad stood beside me and he was crying and murmuring - didn't help.
~familiar faces One thing I hate the most is how all my family members told and shared the same or different stories of how I spent my childhood with her. I just couldn't stand it, my heart's breaking. Or when my aunt showed me her purse, she opened it and there it was, an old stained and yellowish photo of me as a …

10 days about me.

Oktober sudah mau habis!!!

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Day 1Ten things you would like to say to different people"Eh Botak, tangan lo ganggu banget!""Eh Bogel, keberadaan lo ganggu banget.""MANWHORE!!!""Duh, kalau pagi aku gak bisa makan banyak-banyak Oma.""Bisa loh, tinggal bilang 'iya' atau 'nggak', gak perlu judes yah.""I really like talking to you, but apparently the feeling's not mutual.""Katanya kemarin mau belajar grammar di status BB, tapi kok 'I want dive soon' ???""Can't accept your offer but hey, I'm up for coffee ;) (teh sih sebenernya, tapi gak enak kan kalau 'coffee' nya diganti 'tea').""..." ceritanya telepati."Eh Gue, disiplin sit up nya dong!"Day 2Nine things about yourself Can't stop making lists. What to do list, what to buy list, what&#…

Never My Love

You ask me if there'll come a time
When I grow tired of you
Never my love
Never my love

You wonder if this heart of mine
Will lose its desire for you
Never my love
Never my love

What makes you think love will end
When you know that my whole life depends
On you (on you)

Never my love
Never my love

You say you fear I'll change my mind
And I won't require you
Never my love
Never my love

How can you think love will end
When I've asked you to spend your whole life
With me (with me, with me)

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One of my fave love song ;)

Bells We Have Heard On High.

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Here I am, thinking and wondering about my wedding. It's not like I'm gonna get married, with an actual partner both my parents and step parents and all the guests... duh, I just... wondering, what it would be like... if...
Oh well... it all started when I read an article about color themed wedding. There are, BW, spearmint & lemon yellow, pink a& gold... "Awwweee... manisnyaa..." - sambil flipping the pages. "Awweee... gemesnya..." - sambil ngelirik senior - terus dibalas dengan senyuman. and the desserts are just- can I marry the desserts?
Ahh, there's an ad of Disney Fairy Tale Wedding & Honeymoon. Then I visited the website. The carriage! The castle! The cake! The cruise! The invitation! The ... etc. ...
"Di wedding gw, gw mau walking down the aisle naik gajah!" - eh itu gw yg ngomong loh. Then I stopped for like a minute. I never thought about this kind of thing - my wedding.
Dan semuamuamuamua khayalan dan bayangan berebutan tampil di depan mata, kaya…

Selamat pagi dari Weddingku~

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Senior gak masuk. Boss gak masuk. Hari ini sepi dikantor. Gw duduk di meja senior - yang ada iMac nya. Oh well, can't help it, photobooth-an (biar dia kaget) dengan kacamata centil tanpa lensanya juga!
Asiknya lagi, hari ini lagu kantor pakai iPod gw, no "Send me your dirrrty picture, send me your dirrrty picture" today!!!! yessssss.
Back to work!

as easy as picking your nose - not.

part 1 - he sat morosely contemplating...

Sebentar lagi Desember yah, sudah lama juga yah, Kalau lo bilang "Gw aja gak pacaran 20tahun-an santai aja kok." Yaa, mungkin kalau gw di posisi yang sama gw akan setuju. Tapi rasanya, sekali lo pernah pacaran dan setelah beberapa waktu terlewatkan sejak lo terakhir putus, lo mulai memikirikan hal macam "Duh gw sudah sendirian (...) bulan." Entah apa cuma gw yang merasa atau berpikir seperti itu. Tapi Desember ini, gw genap 4 tahun sendirian. Hehe.
I don't mind, really. Gw juga gak terlalu perhatiin soal ini. Love comes and goes. Mampir sebentar terus pergi lagi. Atau kayak debu aja, datang mampir bikin kelilipan, kucek-kucek bikin iritasi, lo basuh deh pakai air. Gw gak ngerti juga sih maksudnya apa. Metafora gagal. Hahahaha. Entah apa sebabnya, kira-kira dua hari yang lalu - sampai sekarang, gw mulai kepikiran tentang hal ini.
Apa gw terlalu pemilih? Apa gw segitu gak menariknya? Apa benar-benar sisanya di dunia ini tinggal ampas aja? J…

... Bells?

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My (another) first day. When I first walked in, I looked around, the office wall is covered with pink wallpaper, the smell is somewhat sweet or was it just my imagination? Well, it's pretty wedding... -ish.
And then someone's phone was ringing it's so funny, that the ring tone is also wedding-ish. It's "Valentine"!!!! Hmphhhahahahaha.
The people are nice :) and there are a lot of books with funny titles!! "Sudah Siapkah Menikah?" "Nice Girls Don't Get Rich : 75 kesalahan perempuan dalam mengelola uang" "Wedding Encyclopedia" "Speeches : don't get married without us..." etc.
Hope everything is going to be just... great. Ha! Mau lanjut baca artikel tentang mitos malam pertama dulu dehhh.
Eh bentar, katanya :
JANGAN KAGET APALAGI PANIK JIKA ANDA MENGALAMI PENDARAHAN BAHKAN SETELAH BERCINTA UNTUK KETIGA KALINYA. IT'S PERFECTLY NORMAL.